Gamerbee Pemain Pertama Buat Turnamen Street Fighter V

Gamerbee tidak lebih berasal seseorang legenda pada global Street Fighter yang kompetitif.

Ad interim dia berada di adegan buat beberapa ketika, pemain pertama Jaguar Menendang jalan menjadi sorotan di EVO 2010.

Mengalahkan satu-satunya Justin Wong dengan Adon-nya selama hari-hari Street Fighter IV buat mendarat pada Top 8.

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Ad interim beliau akan finis pada posisi ke-lima, Gamerbee menjadi nama yang sangat populer di komunitas, dikenal sebab keahliannya menggunakan Adon dan Elena.

Serta kemudian, Necalli buat SFV. Bruce Yu-lin Hsiang lahir 8 April 1979. beliau merupakan pemain game konflik profesional Taiwan yang berspesialisasi.

Pada Street Fighter di mana beliau memainkan https://esports-indonesia.com/ Adon dan Elena di Ultra Street Fighter IV, serta Necalli di Street Fighter V.

Gamerbee saat ini disponsori oleh ZOWIE. Gamerbee menempati posisi kedua pada EVO 2015 sehabis kalah berasal Yusuke Momochi.

Beliau menempati posisi ke-13 pada Capcom Cup 2015. Gamerbee diumumkan menjadi galat satu berasal 2 pemain pertama buat turnamen Street Fighter V Red Bull Kumite 2016.

Hsiang lahir pada 8 April 1979. Sebelum sebagai gamer profesional, dia bekerja pada industri perhotelan.

Beliau mengatakan bahwa dia membentuk sekitar $1 juta NTD pada tahun 2014 melalui pemberian uang, streaming, dan sponsor.

Di September 2015 beliau menjadi Pemimpin Pengembangan Kemitraan Twitch di Taiwan.

GamerBee lahir di tanggal 8 April 1979, di ibukota Taiwan Taipei. Biografi GamerBee meliputi isu tentang tahun kelahirannya, tinggi badan, statistik fisik, riwayat kencan/perselingkuhan, famili, serta perjuangan profesionalnya.

Buat mengetahui seberapa kaya beliau tahun ini dan bagaimana beliau membelanjakan uangnya.

Juga, cari memahami bagaimana dia mengumpulkan sebagian besar kekayaan bersihnya pada usia 41 tahun.

Waktu ini, GamerBee masih lajang. GamerBee tidak berkencan menggunakan siapa pun.

GamerBee tidak menjalin korelasi menggunakan siapa pun. Kami tidak memahami apa-apa perihal korelasi GamerBee sebelumnya atau apakah GamerBee sebelumnya bertunangan atau tidak.

Dari catatan kami, GamerBee tidak memiliki anak. GamerBee bisa dibilang ialah pemain Adon terbaik pada dunia, dengan kemampuan membaca sepersekian dtk dan memainkan kopling.

Dalam beberapa tahun terakhir dia mulai bermain Elena pula, yg membantu saat bermain versus memakai karakter yang merupakan permasalahan yang jelek untuk Adon.

Maju cepat 30 tahun serta tidak ada poly pesaing yang lebih besar daripada laki-laki yang sekarang dikenal menjadi GamerBee, bintang game fighting top China Taipei.

Pria berusia 43 tahun itu baru saja dinobatkan menjadi pemenang Street Fighter V: Champion Edition pada Singapore 2021 dunia Esports Games Desember kemudian.

Bakatnya telah bersinar pada tengah masa kecil yang gelisah. Tumbuh dalam keluarga orang tua tunggal, dia wajib seringkali pindah sebab sifat pekerjaan ayahnya.

Tetapi sesudah menemukan pelipur lara dalam bermain game, ia memicu asa yang menghasilkan jalur yang tidak biasa buat sebagai atlet esports profesional.

2022-08-07T12:25:51+00:00Uncategorized|

Gently

This song represents the sound I wish my childhood was.

“I do not wish to hurt you, I do not wish to numb you, I do not want to change you, you are whoever you are.”

So often as a trainee Music Therapist I hear people describe the sound of their childhood as loud, unpredictable, terrifying.
Daniel Stern wrote of how a babies inherent musicality moves and softens and matches when the mother sings a lullaby and mirrors and encourages the babies movements and sounds. It is so indescribably sad to think of how few babies get that true inherent lullaby in every sense as they enter and grow in this world.

How would you describe the sound of your childhood? the song and melody of your home you experienced as you enter and grew in this world? What do you wish that song was? And how does that contrast feel?

I will let Rachel take it from here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEhL8X52FOY&list=RDJEhL8X52FOY&start_radio=1

2022-02-24T19:57:14+00:00Music, Uncategorized|

The Sun does not ‘help’ anyone, it just is the Sun

The Sun does not ‘help’ anyone, it just is the Sun

These words led me to a full on mini breakdown.

They were spoken to me by someone who reflects to me personally an angel in human form, a kind, gentle woman.

I was stressing SO much about trying to help and caretake everyone. I was/am fucking exhausted. I have no boundaries and I would rather fix others than myself. I have the false belief if I can help those who attack me see more I can manage and control the situation and imminent attack. I believe if I can try and fix everything I wont need to soften to the terror that I caused all their pain and strife. Trust me this doesn’t work, I am  exhausted from trying.

What does seem to work though is using prayer and truth to stir up emotions, then, with God’s helping hand and heart, release the emotions as much as possible, linking them to our childhood, accessing our hurt child where possible.

Softening to the grief of the attack instead of trying to manage and control it is something I simply have not been doing but now want to try, because I have found for certainty that managing and controlling only exacerbates pain, where as surrendering to overwhelming emotions, relieves suffering instantly for my soul and all involved.

adore  this sentence ‘The Sun does not ‘help’ anyone, it just is the Sun.’ The Sun isn’t trying to help anyone or be anything for anyone else, it simply is the sun and by being what it was created to do, it shines. It gives us vitamins, minerals, warmth.

Most importantly it lights up the whole world by just being itself, and that light naturally reaches into every area of darkness in a constant humble cycles of sunrise and dawn. Giving us the opportunity to see vast vistas of beauty and know periods of rest and revival and aliveness. The sun gives us an opportunity to look up to the sky and always see cracks of light through clouds and storms, reminding us perfectly that God is always there trying to love us as much as we let in. 

 

What is your gift capable of lighting up if you allow yourself to shine, despite it all?

How will your Soul’s sun reflect qualities of our humble and gentle God?

What is your nature? Your gifts God gave specifically to you? What can your Soul’s Sun light up in this world? What parts of your own darkness or earths darkness can your gift or sunshine light up?

 

We all have a gift of magnitude within us, whyyyyy can’t we help each other shine instead of attack the soft qualities of God that peek out from those brave and vulnerable simply because they stir emotions we are unwilling to feel. Is it not that any emotional pain is better than that pain of doing that to another?

Sometimes I fucking hate being on earth, sometimes I fucking love it. Yet the sun is just chilling being up in the sky and shining. I aspire to that level of both shine and chill hahaha <3

 

Here is Jesus’ stunning talk on the topic “What is your Treasure”

20121216 The Human Soul – What Is Your Treasure P1 – YouTube

 

Here is my wee song on the subject to myself and for anyone who may need a reminder like me (on the daily lol)

Stream What did you put inside my soul God? by Fawn_Music | Listen online for free on SoundCloud

2021-09-16T10:23:24+00:00Thoughts, Uncategorized|

Anytime I talk to you, I go to church

I hold my heart up to you God

Fleshy, bruised, damaged and sore.

Sunken and aching.

Hollow and rigid in parts.

Angry and sad, mostly I am sad right now Lord.

 

I’m terrified of my grief, help me soften into it like the little child you made me to be.

Help me know that my me is:

Sensitive not over dramatic

Expressive not a show off

A Performer not demonstrative

Damaged not a nuisance

Empathetic not pathetic.

 

Revive me Lord.

Resuscitate me God.

 

Enliven my flesh so it reflects your love.

Take the charred, bruised and sunken hollow parts of my heart and breathe life back into me.

 

No matter how much they try and dampen my keys with their foot on the pedal.

No matter how much they try and mute my strings.

They can take away the bow to my hearts violin and yet I will still express my sorrow, despite it all. With you and because of your love.

No matter how much they try and dim my light,

Let it not go out my Lord, my God.

 

As Sampha said, no one knows me like the piano in my mother’s home.

Help me understand my parents choices and not take it all on as my own fault.

 

The shame and worry I feel when I express your gift of music you gave to me is an error, help me know that and release it fully my Lord.

Help me embrace my me fully. And see my person as a gift not a problem.

Help me not be bitter about it all, help me stay as soft as a baby.

 

Help me restore my lost melodies, my hidden caverns, my sorrow and my goodness.

Restore the longings I felt God in Venice’s piazzas, France’s alps, Scotlands purple heather, the lonely apartments I’ve been lost in. The lonely, loud cities.

 

Restore me.

Restore the unspoken words, the unwritten agreements and the broken hearts from my past relationships.

 

Restore me God

Revive me God

Resuscitate me my Lord.

 

In my aching heart I write to you, you who is only feeling and good, you who will not ever chastise my sorrow but instead hold and soothe me through it. This is all so unknown, so scary and I am terrified.

 

Amen.

2021-11-04T07:32:01+00:00Poetry, Uncategorized|

More resources on dealing with family enmeshment, incest and family or one parent engulfing

All works by Pia Mellody I am finding great

Pia Mellody

All works by Dr Kenneth Adams

Dr. Kenneth M. Adams – Overcoming Enmeshment

 

I am really starting to feel what a true assault on the soul it is to be engulfed by the opposite or same gender parent. I often feel unable to focus on myself and instead only feel and want to feel my dads emotions. It feels like taking the purity of birthing a child of God and turning them into a wooden robotic puppet doll only there for your pleasure and resource, in the same way my dog teddy brought me comfort when sad. The hatred and jealousy I experienced from mum for this dynamic meant I lost out on a relationship with my own mother. Emotional incest must be discussed with more seriousness and fervency.

I am creating some youtube videos on this subject as my experience with my father has been an all consuming extreme form of emotional incest and it has poisoned each part of my life. But really Pia and Ken explain this topic so well with decades of clinical experience so I hope you enjoy their work.

2021-08-10T13:13:39+00:00Resources, Uncategorized|
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