Looking for ways to survive it
Coffee, tea, starch and carbs
Tv, Instagram, movies and sleep
Fantasy, delusion, denial and out of body
Yet all of that only leads me to feeling so lonely
God help me choose the narrow way
To feel it all
I am not humble to my grief
I am fighting it tooth and nail
Please reach in and help soften me
Please help guide me away from distraction
And into reality
No. matter. how. much. it. hurts.
It is with my mustard grain of faith I pray
